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My MeMoRaBle VaLeNtiNe DaY!!

2006-02-15T21:10:00.000-08:00

yesterday is valentine day.. i m able to celebrate dis special day wif my dearest dotz.. finally gt u to spend dis day wif me.. hav bn waiting to celebrate vday wif someone i love.. hmm.. thanks for ur present dear.. i really like it very much.. n thanks for taking half day leave yesterday jus to spend time wif me.. althought we didnt do much yesterday, but i really nojoy myself alot.. watching u n kerk play pool is fun.. both of u are gd player wor.. u look shuai whn u r playing... wo bei ni mi dao le.. keke.. we shall go KBox next time... den u can sing all the songs for me... :p u are gg to be very busy dis wk.. gotta move ur work place.. wkends still need to go back work n gotta attend wedding dinner.. so think we cant meet up dis wkends.. sad wor... nvm lah.. i noe i mus gt use to it cos u wont always be there for me de.. cos u oso need to work and stay at hm wif ur parents.. i cannt expect u to always meet me.. i noe u will say u dun meet me, i can go find u de rite?keke.. u mus remember ur promise k.. bring me to the beach,my horror movie n KBox wor.. keke.. thanks for coming last saturday to pei me eat breakfast in design sch.. hmm.. i m graduating soon... time will rest for a wk before i go find job.. so, will try to spend more time wif u during dis one wk.. after that, we gotta be busy wif our own working life.. dun think will hav time for u.. keke... i m gonna miss u my dear... <(^@^)>

last day in sch le...

2006-02-10T14:10:00.000-08:00

today is the last day in TP le.. and my last time staying in dis FYP lab too.. kanna miss all those happy time we had together.. will miss a dozen badly de.. especially bren, jas, giselle, xin n kelly... my dearest bren... i will miss ur laughter n all those gossip de.. jas... i will miss ur hands de.. i cant cling on u anymore.. sadness... gg to miss my bamboo... as for xin.. i gg to miss u keep asking me go Soka events... keke.. hmm.. time really flies... still remember the first time we group ourself as a dozen... really njoy those time.. gals... dun miss me too much wor.. miss my cuteness n my swt voice... keke... i m gg to print my last project for dis semester le.. finally everything over le... gotta study for my exams le.. jia you wor gals...

Happy Birthday

2006-02-09T15:30:00.000-08:00

hey yun, happy 21st birthday to you... old le wor.. mus faster get a bf k.. i hav been rushing u to find one bf for yrs le lor... so dun keep gee n me wait too long hor............ keke.. hmm... hav been think wat to buy for you for days le.. finally decided to buy a top for you... noe u like it very much.. tat's gd.. sorry leh.. yesterday in a hurry so jus get you a small pikachu cake.. we ate too much at swensen le.. i eat breaded chicken n thick chewy chocolate ice cream.. yummy yummy.. the ice cream was so delicious... we r very full le.. so we jus buy a small cake for u to eat.. hope u dun mind wor.. ger... happy birthday to you once again.. may you stay happy n pretty always... faster find ur prince charm soon... :)

back from CNY

2006-02-02T13:10:00.000-08:00

hmm..today is the fifth day of CNY... i hereby wish everybody a happy chinese new yr. may all stay happy always.. dotz, may u stay healthy n strong wor.. keke.. dun always fall sick le.. u hav bn coughing for wks le.. mus faster gt well k.. drink more vitamin c k..

dis CNY is very memorable.. dotz come my hse on the second day n he pei me go my MP hse at bukit timah there. we drank quite alot of red wine.. i m giddy after tat.. keke.. on the third day, i went to dotz de hse.. after that go his friend hse n catch a movie-my kung fu sweet heart.. its a very funny n stupid show.. make me laugh til i cry.. keke...

i m very slpy n tired nw.. but still need to do my CMSK slides.. gotta present tml.. n the worst thing is.... i m gotta wear formal tml... *fainting*

thanks dear dotz...

2006-01-23T15:00:00.000-08:00

my hair is straight le.. *jumping wif joy* thanks to my dearest dotz... dear, thanks alot.. i really love my hair.. ur money has not gone to a waste.. i really very happy now... hmm... went to chapter2 to rebond my hair yesterday.. the whole process take abt 5hrs lor.. poor dotz gotta wait for me for 2hrs.. after that, still need to ren my nagging... complain my hair too short, complain i look old n fat n oso complain my hair too flat.. keke.. i noe ur purpose of letting me go rebonding.. want me to be happy rite.. den i still complain so much.. u noe lah.. i always say say de.. some more this is better than my previous hair lor.. so i m really grateful to u.. xie le.. give u a kiss*muacks*

hmm.. our 8mths anniversary is coming le.. dis wednesday.. we r gg to chinatown to celebrate rite? hmm.. i m looking forward to our first valentine's day together... the first time i m celebrating dis special day wif my love one-that's u...

yeah!! chinese new year coming le.. i m gg to eat alot of goodies... late for lesson le.. gotta go le...

my sadness continue

2006-01-18T23:50:00.000-08:00

i still cant get over my UGLY hair... this has been bothering me since last week... has been crying n crying whnever i c my hair in the mirror... poor dotz have to ren me n try to cheer me up.. really hard on him le.. he has to listen to my complaint n gotta cope wif my mood swing.... so sorry if i throw my temper at u.. i m really in a bad mood yesterday.. didnt meant to hang up on u de.. hmm.. u promise to buy me a long, straight n coloured de wig hor... mus keep ur promise k... keke...

went to dotz hse on monday... he's sick n gt two days MC.. skip my BPRT tut to go his hse n c him.. he was having fever lor.. hmm.. his ah ma cook their ke jia ren de dishes.. it's known as *lei cai* really very delicious n healthy.. all dishes are vegetables.. jus add in the vege u like de den after that add in the soup.. yummy yummy... the previous day which is a sunday, he meet me n yun at bugis.. we had our dinner at long john.. at that time, he was nt feeling very well le... still wan to come n meet me..

i bought new clothes for my CNY le... i bought a bag which i like alot in far east de level one.. very nice n big.. yun bought me a handbag too.. very sweet, small n cute... i like it very much too.. walk until my legs ache ah... luckily dotz bought a pair of pink slipper for me... he save my legs... xie le...

hao le lah.. gotta end here le.. i m gg to do my food hygiene de assignment le.. alot of projects gotta hand up next week.. dis friday gotta hand in journal 3.. den next wednesday BPRT report.. next tuesday gt quiz n on friday gotta hand in the FYP final report.. wat a stress week...

sad sad sad!!!!!

2006-01-12T23:45:00.000-08:00

yesterday was one of my sad day.. had my hair dye but nt up to expectation... was crying the whole nite n didnt had a gd slp... keeps turning here n there.. thinking how ugly my hair was.. my sis commented that my highlight look like kanna pink highlighter.. den wif my curry puff hair, i totally break dwn le.. was crying right infront of dotz... so pai sei lor.. he mus be thinking i m crazy de.. need to be so sad over my hair ma.. to me, my hair is my mus precious thing lor.. i wasted alot of money on my hair le.. a person need to have a gd n nice hair style de lor.. now, my hair so ugly!!! dye n cut until so ugly.. how am i gg to face ppl... i cannt perm my hair lor.. cos the colour nt suitable to do digital perm... dis colour make me look old.. i hate my NATURAL CURLY HAIR!!

it's a raining day again

2006-01-09T13:43:00.000-08:00

haven been raining heavily for the past few days... rain non-stop de lor... so cold... make me wanna slp le.. in the lab doing nothing again... waiting for the time to past so that i can go for my BPRT tutorial @ 3pm... dun like monday.. everytime have to wait for hrs for the next lesson... that Mr Toh oso dun wan to push forward the lesson.. still always ask us to break the rules...

yesterday went to dotz hse to help him pack his clothes... was raining very heavily n was very very cold.. y he stay so far de... make me travel on mrt n bus to get to his hse... hmm.. he really throw away most of his clothes... some really very old n out dated le.. he still keep until so happy... keke... after that, i play his computer game.. the maple story.. was addicted to the game.. kill kill kill all the mushroom... keke...

hmm... noe my food hygiene result le.. i failed my paper... :( i got 21.5 upon 50 marks... although i noe i will fail le.. but i m still very sad.. noe i am not gd in science... last last semester took human health oso fail lor.. still haven learnt my lesson.. dis semester still dare to take food hygiene... how? i dun wan to stay back one semester to take another Cds lor... not in the mood to do anything le... ltr mayb gg to gt my BPRT result too... gg to faint le.. dun think i will did well for this paper too... haiz....

Run for Guinness World Record @TP with Dr William Tan

2006-01-06T23:50:00.000-08:00

yesterday was a tiring day for me. bren, jas, elaine, xin n me go run the Guinness World Record @TP with Dr William Tan.. suppose to run three round de.. but in the end, i ran four round!! i didnt even bother to run for my nafa test lor.. n i am being forced to run for this guinness record which Dr William Tan wants to break.. every participate have to collect a ice cream stick after completing one round. and the MC for the day say that we need not have to run because we are not the one who need break the record. but... on my second round, i m very tired le. so i stop running half way.. whn i reached the point to collect the ice cream stick, the person dun wan to give me say that i must run in order to get the stick. at that time i was so so angry.. i wasted my energy and time for one round. so in the end, i have to run an additional round jus to get the stupid colourful ice-cream sticks. after the run, i feel like i am gg to fainted.. legs weak and lack of oxygen... keke... i drag myself hm after the run. reach hm after 8pm.. was damn tired.. no energy to do anything.. had my dinner and den rest on the sofa n watch TV... hmm.. although the run make me tired, i still feel proud n happy cos i am able to run with Dr William Tan n hopefully he is able to break the guinness world record..

problem solved?

2006-01-05T12:20:00.000-08:00

hmm... dotz come n meet me yesterday.. so i need not go meet him. keke.. was damn tired after i reach hm yesterday.. slp till 4.30pm and den wake up to watch the super host result.. after that stay at hm n wake for dotz to come my hse.. we did talk abt the gal whom he wrote the testimonial for. he told me that there's nothing b/w them and ask me to trust him. he explain to me how he meet her and that she demand a testimonial from him. so he jus anyhow write one for her. but to me... if someone ask me to anyhow write a testimonial, i will not write such things lor.. jas also agree with me.. haiz... i really dunno shld i believe him ma... jas say that i am over sensitive le.. yup! i agree with her.. but every gal is like that de ma.. cannot blame me rite... there's still alot of things and questions in my mind now.. i tell myself nt to think too much n try to believe in him le.. but i really dunno lah. jus cant bring n force myself to do it..

Too MuCh PrObLeM N TrOuBle Le!!

2006-01-04T13:40:00.000-08:00

wat am i doing in the lab now? nothing at all.. jus killing my time in lab, surf net and etc.. hmm... while surfing friendster, i come across dotz de testimonial.. very curious de me go in and read all his testimonials.. most of his recent testimonial are written by me.. whn i click on his past testimonial, i came across a gal named ChArMaInE... he wrote a testimonial for her on 24 March 2004... he describe her as cute, swt, lovely n chio.. is his dream gal.. he even ask her he got chance ma? got chance must tell him.. hmm... i noe its some time back le.. n mayb he jus joking de. dun mean anything.. n now, i noe he only luv me now but i m still very JEALOUS!!!

last nite we chat for 2hrs on the phone.. there's a big problem in me.. the problem is TRUST!! he say that i dun trust him... i need time to change my mind set and develop trust in him de ma.. i noe we r together for 7mths le n nw, i still dun trust him.. he mus be very heartbroken.. i m sorry... i jus dun feel any security whn i m with him.. dunno y too... is he the rite guy for me? i really dunno.. i agree that i m very happy whn i m wif him.. he cheer me up, console me whn i dwn, always there for me n etc... i noe i shldnt doubt his feeling for me.. cos he truly love me wif all his heart.. he jus wan to make me happy, see me smile.. i noe he's nt asking much from me.. he jus wan our relationship to work out.. tat's simply.. he told me before that he likes to see me smile.. bcos whn i smile, i brighten up his days.. hmm.. is that enough? or can i be consider as love? wat it takes for ppl to be in love? i dun really noe.. i jus noe that i m very fan nw.. alot of things r happening...

yesterday was my brother first day for sch in damai secondary... the whole family has been busy preparing n packing his textbook n stuff for him.. he dun even bother to help us out lor.. only noe how to go out n play lor.. still need me to bring him to sch n buy his uniform, help him write his names n wrap his books.. dotz oso help me in wrapping the books for him.. he told me n to help him pack n wrap his books cos he is old enough le.. can do all dis himself.. cannot always let me do de.. but.. if i dun do for him, my mum will nag me.. say y i dun bother to help him pack.. only care abt my bf now... i m trying very hard to please my mum le.. hoping that she will not say anything that will hurt dotz n mine relationship.. isit really that hard or asking too much le? i noe that dotz has been trying very hard to please my mum too.. i m sorry boy.. hard on u le..

hmm.. hao le lah.. have been talking too much today... gg hm le.. although nothing much to do at hm.. mayb let my mum nag again... hmm.. didnt see him for 3 days le...(plus today).. he's sick today so i mus go see him rite... but i m jus too lazy to go meet him.. keke... too far le... somemore now still very early lor.. he knock off at 5.30pm.. still few more hrs to go.. wat shld i do den... aiya.. dunno lah.. go hm first den see wan to go clementi meet me ma.. :)

HaPpY NeW YeAr!!!

2006-01-03T23:55:00.000-08:00

holidays over le.. now back to sch again... hmm... haven blog for almost two weeks le.. its a brand new year again... spent the last day of 2005 and first day of 2006 wif my love ones-dotz... really very happy to be able to spend such a memorable times wif him.. dis is our first time we spend the new year together.. everything was our first time.. our first christmas too.. went out wif dotz n his friends on christmas eve.. went to tiong baru to watch King Kong.... its a very sad n touching story.. hmm.. had my last movie for the year 2005-The promise @ bedok princess..

hmm... spent my whole holiday doing winnie the pooh puzzle which dotz bought for me.. managed to finished it yesterday.. :) a gd start for me.. dis yr, i hope to balance my times wif dotz, family n friends.. had neglected my best friend yun for very long le.. she keeps complaining that i nv pei her after i got dotz le.. hmm... so sorry gal.. promised to pei u go shopping and catch up wif u dis mth k.. looking forward to chinese new yr.. my first chinese new yr wif dotz again.. hmm.. hope that i can celebrate every festival wif him every yr if possible.. haven bought my new yr clothes.. dunno wat to buy oso... mus faster go shop for new yr things le.. i always wait till last minute den buy de.. in the end.. didnt gt to buy the things i like.. hao le.. i m gg for lec le.. a boring n long day for me again...

busy weekend

2005-12-17T14:40:00.000-08:00

dotz de D&D was very boring... didint do much.. stay ther till 11pm.. was standing, eating n watching ppl dancing. didnt really njoy myself..

today, dotz n me went orchard... he treat me pizza!! very nice n delicious pizza.. wif my strawberry fizzy drink. after tat we go c the christmas lighting. took some photos too.. had a great day at orchard.. the next day 18 dec 2005, had amazing race at ECP. wake up very early.. i am the station master for station G which is the dice of fortune.. made a big mistake lor.. luckily everything still goes on smoothly.. hmm.. met my secondary school friend eric at ECP.he go there to help out as police officer. didnt get to see him for yrs le.. very surprised to see him again.. arranged to meet up again next time whn both of us are free... hmm.. had a long n tiring day again..

exciting friday

2005-12-16T05:05:00.000-08:00

its an exciting friday again... i m gg to .com company de D&D at DXO... hmm.. dunno wat to wear.. so jus anyhow wear.. suppose to curl my hair but i m late le.. so no time.. *sad* nvm... think i still look great wif my not so straight hair. keke.. wake up late today.. so didnt come for 8am de class.. my alarm rang at 6.45am.. den i off it tot i will auto wake up at 7am... who knows... i slp until 7.45am.. it was jas who wake me up.. next time shall ask her to giv me a morning call... keke... i stay at hm for the whole morning to do the CMSK proposal.. luckily my sis help me edit my proposal.. gtg le.. everybody gg off le.. i m gg to meet my .com le.. gg to njoy myself today...

wat a boring day...

2005-12-14T04:30:00.000-08:00

i m back in sch lab to do final year project website.. gotta send bren the storyboard n frm there, she will convert into flash n will show ms kang tml at 12pm.. ms kang very troublesome lor.. wan to see this n that. always say we r the slowest n so on... stupid!!

hmm... reach lab about 1pm n was chatting wif .com... finally send bren the storyboard le.. very hungry now.. wanna go canteen n buy tuna pie n cheese hot dog to eat. *yummy* my favourite!! miss mac de seaweed shaker fries.. cant walk pass mac without eating that shake shake fries.. it's finger licking good.. now my mind is all about food food food....

i m gg for an interview tml at jurong for a promoter job.. think its promoting beer.. hmm.. gotta work on sat. normally, sat is my day wif .com... only on sat, he can pei me whole day.. now whn he start working, he has less n less time with me le.. i noe he is tired after working... so i need to be more understanding.. but i jus cant stop thinking about this n that.. haiz.......

it's monday again

2005-12-12T16:15:00.000-08:00

hey... monday is here again... had a bad wkends... nearly break up wif .com... but finally everything ok now.. luckily we had a gd talk yesterday.. in the past, we dun really sit dwn n talk together.. always ask him is he unhappy wif me, he will say no.. den on friday, he said alot of things.. he's an volcano which dun erupt often but once he blow up, very scary.. he didnt msg me the whole nite on friday.. didnt send me gd nite msg which he normally will send. den on sat, he didnt msg me.. make me so sad... tot he really dun wan me le... sat morning i got test... think i gonna fail again.. cos didnt study well.. hmm... but nvm.. clearing things up wif .com is more impt.. keke...

hmm.. nothing to do in the lab le... gg off liao... but before i go off, i need to tell .com i love u...*muacks*

fan ah

2005-12-09T14:15:00.000-08:00

hey hey... finally finished all the assignment for dis week le.. :) can njoy my wkends le.. finally wkends coming le.. gonna stay at hm n watch the vcd... dun feel like gg anywhere.. i m sick le.. having flu n sore throat.. my nose gg to drop le.. keep rubbing... my nose is already big n flat liao.. now still flu.. ltr getting bigger le lah.. :(

last nite throw my temper at .com again... was very angry wif him.. he didnt keep his promise.. i hate ppl who dun keep their promise.. what's the use of saying sorry again n again whn u dunno wat u have done or have done something wrong. for a relationship to go on, there's not a need to keep saying sorry and claim that u r at fault whn u r not. always giving in doesnt means u r gd k.. hao le lah.. gotta stop here le.. if i continue some more, i gg to get angry again.

i m gg for a bubble tea to cool myself dwn le.. ltr got class at 3.30pm.. need to show the teacher the draft proposal.. gg to relax myself first for now.. have a great wkends friends...

thank you

2005-12-07T15:10:00.000-08:00

hmm.. finally i can msg again le.. thanks to .com help... really thank you boy...noe u are always there for me whenever i need help.. willing to lend me a listening ears... i hav alot of problems lately.. very fan... will always anyhow throw temper but u are always there cheering me up.. dunno wat to say to u can only say thank you.. keke...

haiz.. there's alot of things to hand up ah.. y mus there be some many things? i hate doing project n report. i hate deadline too.. always gotta rush like mad gal.. but wat to do.. luckily dis is my last semester. *happy* everything gg to b over soon le.. jus ren for a few mths more.. :)

hao le.. i m gg hm liao.. nothing to do in the FYP lab le.. finished my storyboard le.. i m gg hm to continue watching the hongkong drama bren lend me de. still at disc 6.. keke.. tml still need to do my lit review n CMSK proposal.. everything gotta hand up on friday.. next wk still have to hand up my CDs de report... stupid lah.. luckily gg to term break le.. *sweat off*

happy or sad? i dunno

2005-12-05T14:40:00.000-08:00

yeah! yesterday went to zoo with .com, bren, jas, kelly, xin, dylan, kenny, ah boy, ah fat, my brother n father... had an enjoyable time there seeing all the cute animals.. esp polar bear, monkeys n sealion... so cute!!! was very hot n tired yesterday... reached hm straight away go bathe le... wake up early to wait for jas, xin n kelly to come my hse. they need to write bren's birthday card.. made a flower n heart ballon for bren... kelly bake cheese cake too.. meant to be a surprise for bren but she noe it long ago le.. very bhb de bren lor.. noe we are gg to give her a surprise while waiting for us under my blk.. keke...

hmm... i m very slpy now.. didnt had a gd slp last nite lor.. there's some problem between .com n me.. but now, everything ok le... keke... eveything changed when he started working.. dun hav time for me le :( know he tried his best to pei me whenever he can liao... but i still feel there's something missing between us.. really cant figure out wat isit... is our relationship coming to an end? i really dunno... the braclet which he gave me spoilt le.. managed to mend it back... but who knows it wont break again.. it's as fragile as our relationship... :p

sad day for me

2005-12-01T22:26:00.000-08:00

wat a sad day.. my line has been cut off le.. i cant send msg n make phone call le lah.. cant msg my dearest .com le.. *sob sob* hmm.. today need to rush my journal n CMSK template.. i m already very fan le den still cut off my line... haiz... i cant do anything now too.. no money to pay my bill le... dunno how i spend my money de lor... always no money after i get my pay... dis time, i m not even working... where got money to pay my bill... sad ah..........

finally finished my journal le.. next wk need to hand in interim report le.. y everything need to be handed up so fast de... haiz.. some more term test coming le... *argz*

gg to the zoo wif a dozen and .com dis sunday... *happy* nv been to zoo for quite a long time le.. want to go ride elephant and horse.. i wan to take photo with money too.. looking forward to the outing... faster sunday ah.......................

gg to do my CMSK template le... gotta submit ltr.. and yes! i m gg to see my .com ltr... haven seen him for a few days le... (think i got meet him on tuesday) went to watch chicken little at jade 2. it was a free ticket. keke...

WaT a DaY!

2005-11-28T15:20:00.000-08:00

didnt had a gd day yesterday.. went to dance practice at soka for the YGM 2006 dis coming saturday. the performance is known as storm.. i m the shaker for the performance. dun really know what to do wif the stupid shaker. i jus stand there stupidly n shake the bottle. think very pai sei leh... how? saturday coming le.. bren they all will be there to watch the performance. they will sure laugh to their death when they see me perform de. i not the type to perform dis lah. but no choice.. i cant give up half way. some more i promise xin to take part le.. so i will do my best for this de.

after the practice, i went to the IT fair at Singapore Expo. really very crowded wif ppl. dotz com bought a new MP3. hmm... so his old one can give me le. keke......

yesterday a dozen meet at blk 85 for dinner. dotz com oso join us. cos we reach there first. so he accompany me to wait for them to come. really appreciate his kind act. sit there for an hr plus n wait for us to eat.some more he is down wif flu.. den after that i still throw my temper at him. poor guy...

FuN n ExCitiNg dAy at MoMo

2005-11-28T15:00:00.000-08:00

went to momo to club last wednesday 23 November 2005.. reached hm ard 4.30am but i m nt sleepy nor tired.. we dance till 3.30am den we went for supper at lavendar street for dim sum... jas they all were very surprise to see me dance... all praise me and jas even told her mum that i go dancing wif them n u know what? her mum dun believe her. she said:"joey so cute know how to dance ah?" keke...hmm... really njoy myself on that day.. but the next morning, my legs ache... very pain.. had difficulties climbing up n down the stairs... poor jas n elaine has to let me hold their hands.. thanks gals for ur help...

jus now went to read jas blog. she write abt me.. before we went to clubbing, i asked them alot of stupid questions. cos its my first time go clubbing ma. dun know anything ma.so dun make fun of me hor.. keke..

dunno wat to choose

2005-11-22T15:50:00.000-08:00

aiyo... so many blog skin for me to choose lor.. really dunno which one to choose. in the end i choose this nice skin.. but who knows, got this stupid thing blocking the most important word in my blog... spend the whole break time to figure it out.. in the end still cannt. give up le.. will continue to search for a nicer one whn i m free again.. :)

tat crazy n stupid jas is attacking bren n me again.. hmm... she keeps tickling me..oh my god!! ok i shall write something gd about her now... she's my bamboo....... love hitting ppl head.. oops... kanna hit by her again..gg for my lesson le... last two hrs to go le..ltr gg hm to watch tong xin yuan II.

i m back

2005-07-10T15:25:00.000-07:00

today went to airport to send off my best friend mr alvin... so call old man... really very sad to send him off... hmm.. who ask him wan to go oversea to study lah.. keke.. yesterday meet him for dinner at sumo house for japanese food(his treat).. we chat alot... he even bought me a pink baby piglet which he claim is a bee lah.. keke... hmm... really gonna miss him.. he's always there for me to help me.. remember there's once where he impose as my brother and help me call singtel... he introduce job for me, go out wif me to find job, fetch me home, send me to work, buy me green apple green tea, buy me food and always remind me to eat lunch and dinner. dun starve myself.. keke... he's really a wonderful guy.. but now... hmm... really very sad... he promise to write to me de.. hope he will remember lah... hehe... i still owe him a big big treat... hopefully he still remember me whn he is back... den i can keep my promise to him.. really thanks to u old man...

wat a relieve

2005-05-06T12:20:00.000-07:00

finally everything has come an end.. its back to normal... the money was being misplaced by the morning shift staff. i tot i m the blur ger... tot i cant keep my job le.. keke... luckily not my fault... so happy now.. hmm... nothing happen much dis few days... my xiao di didnt contact me le.. dunno wat happen to him now.. as for sam, he found a job le... so happy for him.. have been jobless for 2 mths le... keke... yun having her exams soon... gd luck to her... :) jas, kelly n sam having their driving theory test today.. dunno how there fare for it... mothers' day is coming... my mum's birthday is also near the corner... but i still haven decide wat to buy for her.. jus got my pay recently, but most of it went to my handphone bill le... now only left with a small amount of money which can last me till dis mth ba.. hopefully can lah... keke... so i m very poor now... wan to giv my mum a treat but dun think can now... :( mayb next mth whn i get my pay ba... hehe... ltr gotta go work again.. so sian... nothing to do there... have been slacking there lor.. hmm... hao ba.. i shall stop her le... will update my blog again whn i m free... :)

wat a blur ger!!!

2005-05-03T12:22:00.000-07:00

i really cant stand myself le lor... y can i be so blur, forgetful n stupid!!! keep doing the wrong things... dunno wat happen to me... dunno why is there a ger like me... i have been doing cashier for the past few days... every nite have to count the money.. everytime there will be shortage de.. dunno y oso.. i have been extra careful le... haiz... i m really very stupid lor... i m so fan now... dunno wat to do... how??? yesterday there's a lot of shortage lor... i really can't be a cashier.. really useless. can't even do a simple job well... is there a person like me in this world.... dunno think so ba... today gotta work again.. dunno wat will happen today... maybe sooner or later they dun wan me le lor... haiz... stressful ah...

long time le

2005-04-26T11:16:00.000-07:00

have bn a long time since my last post... having my holidays now.. so didnt have the time to blog.. dis holiday have bn very fruitful to me.. learn a lot of things. i m working at XXXXXXXXX now.. very fun.. a very interesting job.. have bn working there for two wks plus le.. gg to three wks le.. at first thought i won't stay there for long.. cos the first day was very tiring. gotta do everything fast there... everyday squeeze the coffee cream, do transferring and be cashier.. make my hands very pain from all the squeezing of cream.. got blue black... :( whn i knock off frm work, i become a walking coffee girl... very smelly n dirty. dun think anyone dare to come near me... keke.. luckily, they give me uniform le.. if nt, all my clothes cannt wear le.. keke... still remember my first day at work... nobody talk to me.. make me so sianz.. then gotta squeeze the cream... dun think anybody dare to buy lor.. i squeeze until very ugly.. keke... n that was the first time i saw long queue... keke... really njoy working there... so happy... thanks to alvin who ask me to go for interview and pei me go interview... a big thank you to u!!! keke... but hor.. dun forget u still owe me a swensen treat hor.. hehe... :p

haiz.. yesterday the ppl told me that they think i can't work for three days... one of my friend oso think so.. but... they were wrong... haha.. i m a strong gal hor.. can tahan anything de.. dun c me blur blur lor.. *humph* i noe i am blur.. hmm... but what can i do... so tired now.. dunno wat to do... today work at 3pm again... everyday is like tat... really no life for me.. who ask me need money lor.. keke.. all my friends r njoying their holidays... me leh.. gotta work until smelly n dirty... haiz... nvm.. i m getting my pay soon!! so happy... can buy things again... keke..

during dis holigays, a lot of gd and bad things happen... dunno where to start... have bn feeling rather down lately.. dunno why too... haiz... nvm lah.. forget abt all the unhappy things since its over le.. life gotta go on no matter wat... let's talk abt the happy thing... u noe what.. the guy i waited for 8mths called me on 9 april 2005... i m so happy... he still in USA.. coming back in mid June... he finally called me... cant hide my excitement!!! yun, jas n bren oso very happy for me. but am i really happy n content? i really dunno what i wan now... very confused.. haiz...

2005-03-15T13:43:00.000-08:00

hehe... finally i hav edited my blog le... now can link all my dear friends and ppl can leave msg for me le.. so happy.. today come sch for revision lecture.. so boring now.. waiting for brenda, wei xin and kelly to print their notes.. i m having a headache le.. hav been facing dis computer for 2 hrs le.. figuring how to change my blog and add things in.. den tat brenda keep coming here n disturb me.. keep asking me to view her photos and asking me to write her a testimonial.. and now, she ask me to write tat she's very hungry... wan to eat le... keke...

joey: brenda is a zhi lian guan

jas: look who is talkin

brenda: agree totally !! nod until head break. !! =D

joey: so ugly de wallpaper(brenda de face).. faster change back for me..

jas: ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

joey: sot

jas: (attack neck)

joey: ARGH!!!!(shouting) ok sorry sorry..next time dun dare liao...

yesterday had my human health exam... haiz... very difficult lor.. i dunno how to do.. jus anyhow write.. hope tat teacher will ke lian me and giv me some marks.. keke.. went shopping in orchard after tat wif a-dozen... shop until my legs wan to break le lor... somemore, both of my phone batt die... so sad.. when i reach hm, i charge both batt and den i prepare ice water to soak my legs... keke... next paper is on next tuesday 22 march til 28 march.. oh my god!! so many days... haiz...

exams coming le...

2005-03-11T16:58:00.000-08:00

today is my last day in school... having ORDB lab now... dun think i will blog for quite some times... cos gotta study for exams and find work... yesterday went shopping at orchard n after tat went to blk 85 for dinner... waste quite a lot of money... haiz.. mus faster find work soon... if nt, cannot go out le... sadness.. i really can waste money lor... dunno wat i buy... think all r useless de ba.. keke...

dunno y today i dun hav any mood... hav bn thinking whether should i go for human health exam ma... hmm... hav bn quite stress and fan lately... did some thinking n self reflection recently... haha... self reflection??? i think i crazy le... keke.... mus i go for consultation? lesson end le.. gg to shop now.. hehe....

Finally

2005-03-07T17:29:00.000-08:00

finally.... all projects finish le... really gg mad wif all those stupid project... esp MMIS and ORDB... finally can njoy and be more relax le... keke... i m very stress up and having headache now... haiz... have presentation and need to rush report... dunno wat life i m having... like a mad and crazy gal... now, all i need is a gd rest... hehe...

having study wk next wk... haiz... gotta study for my exams le... if nt, i m gg to fail badly... there's a lot for me to catch up... dunno if i should go for my human health exam ma... cos i think i cant make it le... :(

my favourite song

2005-02-25T10:20:00.000-08:00

hav been listening to guang liang de tong hua recently... its a very meaningful n nice song... really can listen to it for the whole day... love to listen to dis songs when i m on my way to school... especially when i m alone or sad. heard dis song and saw the MTV in elaine's hse... really like the MTV. very touching... i really like tis song very much since tat day i heard it.... jus bought the cd not long ago... hav been replaying and singing it all the time until my friends cannot stand it. haha... think my discman gg to spoil soon. keke... the lyric is as follow:

童话

忘了有多久再没听到你对我说你最爱的故事我想了很久我开始慌了是不是我又做错了什么你哭着对我说童话里都是骗人的我不可能是你的王子也许你不会懂从你说爱我以后我的天空星星都亮了我愿变成童话里你爱的那个天使张开双手变成翅膀守护你你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里幸福和快乐是结局我要变成童话里你爱的那个天使张开双手变成翅膀守护你你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里幸福和快乐是结局我会变成童话里你爱的那个天使张开双手变成翅膀守护你你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里幸福和快乐是结局一起写我们的结局

last day at work

2005-02-24T14:23:00.000-08:00

today is my last day at baleno... i m working 6 to close... i hav been working there for 4 mths le... since my last semester de holiday. really njoy myself working there. the ppl there are very nice to me... always joke ard n will always went for supper after work. after today, i m gg to miss tat le... sadness... think i will miss them badly... especially my xiao di... cannot bully him le... poor him... still working there.. haha... hmm... since i m nt working le, gotta study hard le... no excuses to skip lesson or whatever le... after today, i dun hav income le... so, gotta save money le... :(

AnOtHer bOriNg n NoRmAl MoNdAy

2005-02-14T16:32:00.000-08:00

haiz... y always so sian on monday... hmm... mayb monday blues ba... keke... hmm... didnt slp well last nite... was very miserable lor... mayb bcos of tat incident ba... i really didnt meant it de... luckily got jas ard to talk to me... she's really a gd listener... always there for me... she ask me not to wait for him le... cos nobody knows what will happen when he is back... but i waited 6 mths for him le... mayb he is coming back soon... but when he is back, wat can i do. i jus dun wan to face the fact... i noe u gals wan me to face it... but i really can't... i m trying very hard le... jas ask me to let go.. if nt, i m the one who end up being hurt... i noe what she mean but i really n doesn't wan to do it... haiz... mus go n mian bi si guo le...

today is valentine's day... to me, its jus a normal day... cos gotta come to school for lesson... jus like now lor... having MMIS lab... haiz... today lesson end quite late... luckily not working tonight... can go hm n slp early... really vey tired... didnt do my CMSK report lor... it must b handed in by today.. so gotta take MC le.. keke... i m really getting frm bad to worst le... haiz... hmm... dis wk there's quite a lot of projects to hand in... but i m quite busy too... gotta work n have nite cycling dis sat... gotta end here le... gg to discuss my MMIS storyboard n flowchart le... :(

chinese new year coming!!!

2005-02-08T11:02:00.000-08:00

hohoho.... chinese new year is here again... today is new year eve... i can't have dinner with my family dis year... cos i gotta work... sadness... where got ppl work on new year eve de.... haiz... nvm... i can eat steamboat when i reach hm.. they will keep for me de... haha... dis year, i didnt help much in the deco n spring cleaning... really busy with a lot of things... no time for myself oso... dis is really a sad n busy year for me... haiz.... hmm... gg for workflow tutorial le... but i m damn hungry now... after this tutorial, i wan to go n eat KFC with jas... hehe... after tat will be busy folding lot of clothes... hmm... hereby i wish everyone a happy chinese new year... :p

wat's life?

2005-02-04T17:05:00.000-08:00

having ORDB lab now.. wat a boring day... haiz... get back my human health paper le... failed badly... dis time really gonna kill myself le lah. think among the eight of us, i did the most badly lor... failed most of the subjct. sadness... wat really happen to me!!! i really dunno..... haiz... ltr gotta work some more... really need a gd break n rest... getting tired liao... everyday go sch, rush project, go work, den go hm. start the whole process everyday again n again.... dun u find it tiring? haiz... wat to do. my promise to my xiao di lor... who ask me go n dare him to do something... den lose to him lah... but hor.. i think it's him who lose to me lor.. he still wan to deny... haiz... stupid guy rite... keke.... hmm... luckily got my xiao di to cheer me up whenever i m sad... haha... but i also very ke lian lor... hehe...

chinese new year coming le... so happy... can njoy n eat nice food le.. gotta go on diet after tat.. haha... i m getting fatter le.. sadness... haiz... class over le... gtg go work liao... continue next time... :)

sadness....

2005-02-02T13:23:00.000-08:00

haiz... i gonna die le... fail 3 paper le... dunno wat happen to me dis semester... :( didnt do well for so many subject... how to pass my exams like tat. gotta study real hard liao... haiz.. haven get back my human health paper lor... think this paper also cannot make it de lor... cos i fail all the quiz and class test... haiz... i also dunno wat to say about myself.. workflow only 3 ppl fail n i am 1 of them... wat am i doing???? getting frm bad to worst!!! how am i gg to survive this semester... haiz... i really dunno........

back from term break!!!

2005-01-31T15:50:00.000-08:00

haiz... finally back le... a lot of things happen during last wk... didnt njoy myself during the break... busy working and doing new year shopping... keke.. hmm... dye my hair red color le... most ppl told me not nice.. all my baleno friends dun like the color. sadness...... waste money again... haiz... last nite went swensen wif my baleno friends.. my xiao di aka jian hao treat us ... poor xiao di, kanna bully by us.. keke... hmm... didnt get to eat my favourite ice cream lor.... cos too full le. moreover, a lot of bad things happen. didnt get to njoy the meal. sadness.. on top of tat, i reach hm at 2am lor... some more today gotta wake up early for lesson. so tired....didnt slp well for the past two days... cos went hm quite late... :( only slp few hours a day... not enough for me lor.. cos i m a sleeping princess... haha...

wat's tat???

2005-01-12T17:46:00.000-08:00

found this stupid thing in jas blog... dunno who she's describing lor.. haha... think tat serious mental illness person is me!!! keke... tat's my daily routine everyday when i see her... so she describe me as mental illness patient..

this is her title for herblog: definition of a person with serious mental illness

she thinks she's cute and pretty
she makes sure she lets everyone know she's cute and pretty
she sings to herself, sometimes loudly, sometimes softly, most of the time ending the song with funny noises/sounds
she keeps singing the same sentence of a particular song, ending it with funny noises/sounds too
she goes "hok hok hok" about 2/3 of the whole day for no reason at all
and sometimes she goes "oei!"
she sneezes into her sweater and wipes her hands on her fellow classmate
she coughs right into her classmate's face and thinks it's funny
she smiles or laughs to herself, and when you look at her in wonder, she laughs harder
she thinks her water bottle is a zip disk
she puts on make-up even though she's going home soon, like, very, very soon
she takes "jill" for "jue"
she spends 150 bucks to buy 3-5 days of happiness
and she pronounces "bad" as "batz"

haha... that stupid, skinny jas... tot she's very funny and lame... but actually she's not!!! still dare to say she's being truthful... wat nonsense... think she really need to c doctor le... mus take ur medicine regularly hor... dun anyhow scare ppl k... haha...

happiness

2005-01-12T17:38:00.000-08:00

bought a new phone yesterday... so happy. hav been eyeing samsung E600 for a very very long time. finally hav the money to buy my favourite phone... and most importantly, i rebonded my hair le.. haha.. finally can dun wake up early to tie my hair le... but dunno y i m still late for lesson even i need not tie hair. haha... mayb used to be late le ba... keke... hmm.. still exploring how to use the phone.. can't receive and download ringtones de... i think i will miss my old nokia phone.. cos it been with me for a few years le... there's a lot of beautiful memories and precious msg are in my folder... especially tt folder which hav been with me through out my life... will read the msg when i m sad n when i miss him... really very sad... i can't transfer all the msg to my new phone... :( haiz... whenever i think of him... i will be very sad... now, i can't even see and read his msg le... sadness... when is he coming back?

wat happen??

2005-01-10T06:07:00.000-08:00

haiz... dunno wat happen to me today... dun hav the mood to do anything. mayb because of wat happen today and what my xiao di told me ba... keke... went shopping alone... when i m sad, i wish to be alone and off my phone.. dun wan ppl to contact me... wanna think things through ba...

memorable day

2005-01-08T23:32:00.000-08:00

today went to work in the morning den after that, went to my cc to help out in the car wash for renci. it's really fun but very tiring. haha... took a lot of photos when we r washing cars... hehe.. i love taking pic. yohan, thanks for taking all those nice n memorable photos for us... keke... hmm... think i can be a professional car washer le. really njoy the time wif my cc friends... nv regret joining as member. we r having a nite cycling in feb... last yr didnt managed to complete the whole journey.. cos really very tiring... went up to lorry half way... haha.. this yr, i m gg to complete the whole journey together wif them. hopefully can lah. keke...

how i wish i were.......

2005-01-05T15:40:00.000-08:00

how i wish i were a small baby... i won't hav any trouble and worries... always happy and carefree... den won't be so fan le.. i really dunno wat i wan le... really dunno myself le.. i m lost!!! haiz... wat can i do.... hmm...i think i oso cannot do anything ba... haha... now i only know one thing... tat is wat's yours will be yours...

Christmas party at CC

2004-12-26T22:35:00.000-08:00

nt working today.. cos i got a party at CC wif the kids. i m the organiser for this event.. haha... can't imagine tat i m the chairman for the event rite... i m so blur n forgetful... keke... the event was a success even though its only a small party with 50 plus kids.. really thanks all the members for their help... meet early in the morning to wrap presents, pack goodies bags n deco the place up.. we had a small christmas tree for the kids to hang their wishes on. i went ard to look at their wishes n you noe wat? they wish for world peace.... even small kids wan world peace!!! haiz... me leh... cant even compare myself wif a small kid... :(

ChRisTmAs DaY!!!

2004-12-25T23:30:00.000-08:00

christmas is here again... had a wonderful christmas eve wif all the baleno staff... got chocolate again for gift exchange... sadness... tat day was a memorable day for me... cos i received roses... haha... first time in my life i receive roses... dun believe rite?? keke... hmm... i received two necklace, winne the pooh puzzle n photo frame for my christmas present... haiz... gotta work full today at baleno lor... so sad... christmas still need to work.. cannot celebrate wif my family n friends... wanna go orchard, see the lightings, shopping n rest at hm... really very long nv go shopping le... my favourite bugis... i m missing u... keke... haiz... wat to do... i need to work three mths in baleno so tat i dun haf to pay for the clothes... hehe...

i m very sick

2004-12-21T11:57:00.000-08:00

was on MC yesterday.. didnt go for lesson... stay at hm the whole day n slp... very boring lor... nothing to do... but managed to slp and rest more.. its wat i need most now.. not enough slp since the semester holidays... was busy working two jobs... haiz.. really need money urgently... wanna pay my handphone bill... very x lor.. xin very tong... *sob sob*

went for my CC de christmas gathering last nite at cafe cartel... spend a great time with my CC friends... still need to source for the christmas party goodies bags n presents.. sadness...

i m having lab lesson now

2004-12-15T14:56:00.000-08:00

tis lesson is damn sianz lor... dunno wat to do.. jas n elaine is jus beside me... today i m wearing jas's cap... make me look like a pizza delivery girl... keke... yesterday had my hair trim and i had a pink extension.. jas n kelly say i look like a bar girl... hehe.... sadness..... haiz... i dun really noe wat i wan n thinking now.. i m so fan... dunno where to start oso.. am i really tt noisy and irritating.... i m only trying to entertain the ppl ard me.. if not, ppl will get bored... haiz.. long time nv chat wif my secondary friend le.. dunno wat she's busy with... hmm... sadness.......... there's a lot of things in my mind right now... i m getting a headache.. mayb i need to book a bed in mental hospital soon... i m gg to explode le lah... when is he coming back... i really miss him badly... haiz... :(

i hav a blog!!!

2004-12-14T23:57:00.000-08:00

i m so happy... finally i hav my own blog le.. dis blog is created by brenda. a cute n pretty girl... hmm... i m having my WFMS lesson now.. very boring.. jas is sitting beside me. she keep asking me to update my blog. dunno y oso lah... keke... poor jas... always kanna bully by me... dunno y i like to bully her oso... mayb she's too skinny le... hehe.... haiz... after dis lesson, gg to cut my hair le... after tat i m gg hm den to work again... so sianz lor.. wat to do.. i need money to buy things... still not enough to buy a new handphone :( hmm...... a lot of things happen recently... make me so sad n sianz.... sadness........ lesson finish le... gg off now... update again when i m free... do stay tune to noe what happen... :)